Jul 5, 2012

Personal Life: Well done

Diposkan oleh nitahakeem di 8:12:00 PM

It's 2 A.M
Again, every time I write heads are always as many off-the contents spilled.
At least put it here so much fun.
And another thing, I most like to be pursued.
Chased followed.
All my blog followed by people who are not clear what is it going.
If you just read, actually ill problems.
But if you read, understand and assume as about me, then you better go out.
However, writing is a burst of feeling. It can be overflow confusion. And one sure, cut no truth or error.

I'm just thinking.
Mate was like what?




What kind of match that?

 I cant forget my memories as a person. But I am sure, it's not a match parameter.

someone in the world is much better.
A lot.
Many good-natured.
one Day take sushi.
Tomorrow someone else take the chocolate.
Then the flowers, and et al ..

Come on, this surabaya. Both metropolitan city after Jakarta.

 everything here.
But I believe to be one, life and living.
Endure and survive.

I might get along can branching.
Yet just one in my thought.
You and you.

That the more I looked, the more I see that my best mile.

I know why I cant look good man other.
 who have looked at them very low.
Low rather than negative.
but I look down like other man is the younger, so I respect him a mace.
I do not know. They do not have any authority. Until I'm tired of responding.

At bottom of idealism,
Only you who follow my idealism.

I hate the guy who said grossont of me in fr. If bahaasa surabaya, misuh name. Shout out any sentence. I hate it. And honestly, I could immediately sense when he said the loss was his problem comes.
I made sure, my sense is gone. Any sense, sympathy, empathy, is lost.

I laughed at the reality.
How is it possible, as easy as that?

But God I like the way He learned me. Who the hell  fine day for miles. Who fits my thinking.

You, ever dirty once said in front of me. Oh, sure with ur friend. But never capable lucky in front of me, so I've lost a sense to you.

When it is gone only one, while miles lie and smoke from behind during the Job Training outside. Wow, incredible sensation.  great loss.

i dont need you've changed.
no.


Loss of a sense of almost half a year. So funny.
But around looking for a better man in miles I do not encounter problems found. Was about to give and accept anyone who plans to possibly the worst moreover morbidly problem.

But todays that you changed.

You try to drink coffee as a substitute for cigarettes. Dunno business what I do to eliminate ur opium . i dunno how strong the opponent opium tobacco in ur mouth. Because I know the sensation is just like drugs.

Stupid.

I live my life too well.
I never want to change people.
But I have to say it clearly guy in ideal character.

Mar 21, 2012

Sauna

Diposkan oleh nitahakeem di 10:19:00 PM 0 komentar
I do sauna now...
Then I'm relaxing my mind...
Sauna with bruno mars song is so excellent.


Do you know a song "Long Distance" by Bruno Mars?
That song is seldom to played on TV.
Moreover,it never be happened.
That's a melancholic song by Bruno.
And I love him much.
Yes, there is no one know about the future.
But everyone will face a circumstances about Long Distance.
Few months ago, I had a boyfriend.
When I was with him. I'm thinking about LDR. And I can't. Yes, LDR is not my choices.
LDR make you lonely. Make you wishing null. Make you cries. And LDR make you have a commitment without seeing that your boy will stay there for you.
That's why I broke up.
That's why...
A few month later, we will be really in a long distance... But I'm not belong to him again.
I'm in freedom if I wanna introduce other people in the world. Especially a GUY.
Oh, and he do either.
Maybe I can have a relationship with others.

But it just earlier...
I'm thinking different now.
It's so hard to move on.
It's not easy.
I'm thinking of him later and later.
Even there are more boys in da world searching for me.
I'm stuck on him.
He is kind.
He is perfect.
It never be replace.
Someone said, he is irreplacable.

Just because I have no positive thinking?
No!
I'm in my positive way.
But it is hard.
Harder than I thought before.

I dunno, when me and him will be really in a long distance.
It's ok there is no commitment.
It's ok.
But the big answer to my self is, how long he will be irreplaceable?
How long my heart will be stolen by him?
I dunno..
I dunno bout my future.

I love this single thing.
But I don't really like this stuck on him.

I just know that love is killing me softly.
Love make me so underpressure.
About marriage maybe.

One day, I wanna be.
But now, because of he isn't ready a few months ago, I took that dream in a black hole.
I have no passion about marriage again.
I think,it doesn't matter to marry all of them. One of them.
Don't care about love.
Don't care.

I think, I just need my Allah...
Yeah..
The best relaxation is when you are sincere with the God way.
In Alquran...
In Hadist...

Do you know Allah?
I wanna be a wife for my better family

Mar 19, 2012

Graduation Ceremony 104

Diposkan oleh nitahakeem di 9:16:00 AM 0 komentar
He is capturing me in a graduation day of 104 Institut Teknologi Sepuluh Nopember
:)

i dunno why...
but im just laughing all the day when i see this pic.
he is sweet...
and always be sweetener moment in my life.


  this is a pic when me and him, and my best friend too get a pose around the people in graduation day :)

  Hahahaha,,
hmm.. this pic edited by him :) 
i dunno what should i say. Sometimes you make me cry. sometimes too, you make me smiling palm...



and, i hope in 105 i can be graduated too.... i wish a big graduation party with my friends... with all my 2008 :D

Naturally Face Palm

Diposkan oleh nitahakeem di 9:09:00 AM 0 komentar
i really love make up forever.
No, it is not about brand,
no way, it just a make up from my own brand.
This is the first time i post a natural make up. Umm, not to natural anyway, in case, if you see the result in front of me, it is so good but either much to see
And yeah, in front of the camera, anything will looks smooth anyway.


In this photo, i dont know why, my face looks so warm.
I even excited that i look so palm.
Looks kind girl, huh?
:v
hahahhahaa
Okay, this is my natural face, someone said that i look a girl who still junior high school. Then one day maybe i will try to hang out with uniform outfit. hahaha
I really want to looks natural.
Everbody wants me look either.
I dunno, sometimes i really like the way i was experimenting my face with any other color of make up.
But yeah, anybody speak that it's better to go in warm look.

Maybe, because my inner is good? ahhaha
just kidding.
 



In this pic, i use a red-pink-safir eyeshadow.
i use eyeliner as always. It's an important tools for make up.



Then, this is the one i likee!! an orange lips!!
oh yeah, in 2012 orange lips is trend. There are many beautiful girl searching for orange lipstick.
Whatever it's from local brand or korean brand. The one i like is item Mango by Maybelline or Tangerine by Etude.
I said that Mango has a similiar tone with orange. so i think it doesnt matter for use in your lips.
I think we will looks sexy in this tone.
And the number one point is Orange is FIT with any SKIN. If you are white , brown, or yellow, orange make you looks fresh.
Really freash as a bread from the oven.
*sarcastic
 



And then, the one i use in my cheek is a combination blush of purple and pink.
Yeah... this make up is match in any situation.

iF you are hanging out with friend, searching book in a bookstore, or in a night day, it's oke to use this look.








And, for finishing..
anyway i really miss you my blog. So sorry i have a more tied up in my life to do my final project and i cant write anything, i cant post anything even i have many things to share.

i really want it.
But yeah, im trying now :)

Have a great monday!
 

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