Mar 21, 2012


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I do sauna now...
Then I'm relaxing my mind...
Sauna with bruno mars song is so excellent.

Do you know a song "Long Distance" by Bruno Mars?
That song is seldom to played on TV.
Moreover,it never be happened.
That's a melancholic song by Bruno.
And I love him much.
Yes, there is no one know about the future.
But everyone will face a circumstances about Long Distance.
Few months ago, I had a boyfriend.
When I was with him. I'm thinking about LDR. And I can't. Yes, LDR is not my choices.
LDR make you lonely. Make you wishing null. Make you cries. And LDR make you have a commitment without seeing that your boy will stay there for you.
That's why I broke up.
That's why...
A few month later, we will be really in a long distance... But I'm not belong to him again.
I'm in freedom if I wanna introduce other people in the world. Especially a GUY.
Oh, and he do either.
Maybe I can have a relationship with others.

But it just earlier...
I'm thinking different now.
It's so hard to move on.
It's not easy.
I'm thinking of him later and later.
Even there are more boys in da world searching for me.
I'm stuck on him.
He is kind.
He is perfect.
It never be replace.
Someone said, he is irreplacable.

Just because I have no positive thinking?
I'm in my positive way.
But it is hard.
Harder than I thought before.

I dunno, when me and him will be really in a long distance.
It's ok there is no commitment.
It's ok.
But the big answer to my self is, how long he will be irreplaceable?
How long my heart will be stolen by him?
I dunno..
I dunno bout my future.

I love this single thing.
But I don't really like this stuck on him.

I just know that love is killing me softly.
Love make me so underpressure.
About marriage maybe.

One day, I wanna be.
But now, because of he isn't ready a few months ago, I took that dream in a black hole.
I have no passion about marriage again.
I think,it doesn't matter to marry all of them. One of them.
Don't care about love.
Don't care.

I think, I just need my Allah...
The best relaxation is when you are sincere with the God way.
In Alquran...
In Hadist...

Do you know Allah?
I wanna be a wife for my better family

Mar 19, 2012

Graduation Ceremony 104

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He is capturing me in a graduation day of 104 Institut Teknologi Sepuluh Nopember

i dunno why...
but im just laughing all the day when i see this pic.
he is sweet...
and always be sweetener moment in my life.

  this is a pic when me and him, and my best friend too get a pose around the people in graduation day :)

hmm.. this pic edited by him :) 
i dunno what should i say. Sometimes you make me cry. sometimes too, you make me smiling palm...

and, i hope in 105 i can be graduated too.... i wish a big graduation party with my friends... with all my 2008 :D

Naturally Face Palm

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i really love make up forever.
No, it is not about brand,
no way, it just a make up from my own brand.
This is the first time i post a natural make up. Umm, not to natural anyway, in case, if you see the result in front of me, it is so good but either much to see
And yeah, in front of the camera, anything will looks smooth anyway.

In this photo, i dont know why, my face looks so warm.
I even excited that i look so palm.
Looks kind girl, huh?
Okay, this is my natural face, someone said that i look a girl who still junior high school. Then one day maybe i will try to hang out with uniform outfit. hahaha
I really want to looks natural.
Everbody wants me look either.
I dunno, sometimes i really like the way i was experimenting my face with any other color of make up.
But yeah, anybody speak that it's better to go in warm look.

Maybe, because my inner is good? ahhaha
just kidding.

In this pic, i use a red-pink-safir eyeshadow.
i use eyeliner as always. It's an important tools for make up.

Then, this is the one i likee!! an orange lips!!
oh yeah, in 2012 orange lips is trend. There are many beautiful girl searching for orange lipstick.
Whatever it's from local brand or korean brand. The one i like is item Mango by Maybelline or Tangerine by Etude.
I said that Mango has a similiar tone with orange. so i think it doesnt matter for use in your lips.
I think we will looks sexy in this tone.
And the number one point is Orange is FIT with any SKIN. If you are white , brown, or yellow, orange make you looks fresh.
Really freash as a bread from the oven.

And then, the one i use in my cheek is a combination blush of purple and pink.
Yeah... this make up is match in any situation.

iF you are hanging out with friend, searching book in a bookstore, or in a night day, it's oke to use this look.

And, for finishing..
anyway i really miss you my blog. So sorry i have a more tied up in my life to do my final project and i cant write anything, i cant post anything even i have many things to share.

i really want it.
But yeah, im trying now :)

Have a great monday!

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